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| 02:00pm 10/02/2006 |
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| 12:31pm 03/02/2006 |
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mood: rejected music: Aztek & Darkstar on Jungletrain.net
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.o0Ouch0o.
School is good.
Jungletrain is good.
Work is good.
that just leaves ....
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| 01:36pm 22/11/2005 |
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mood: sad music: Matisyahu
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why does everything hurt?
god this sucks. |
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| 03:14pm 04/07/2005 |
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mood:  dorky
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Wo0t!
New Design. Hope you like.
WERD. |
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| MESSAGE TO CODY |
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| 12:21pm 15/02/2005 |
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mood: sick music: Couch Potato Internet Radio - LOUNGE
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I suck at keeping my page updated. So this is in reply to a good guy, Cody:
Dude. I am unequivocally Libran. I have to have everything balanced. From the tattoos on my wrists to the type of music i play. Balance is essential in my life and if there was ever a poster child for the sign, I'd be it.
Other than that, I've been mad busy with school. Not so much work anymore. But thats going to change. Right now I'm running for student government president, we'll know the outcome of the elections sometime in May. Right now, it looks really good for me. School is going alright, just swamped in homework. Angelina is living with me now, and I just got a dog! Check him out here. We don't really have a name for him yet, but Angelina likes to call him Charlee, and I like to call him Bowser. So right now he's Charlee-Bowser. Dogs can have two names, right???
So jah ... another cd will be on it's way soon ... I know i've been saying that but I think I should have it ready around June. Just a shot in the dark.
Sincerely,
D to teh Stizzle |
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| Days and days and days ... |
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| 06:08am 13/01/2005 |
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mood: tired music: Lounge radio - Music for couch potatoes
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Wow... alright so i officially suck at this whole diary thing. I guess it worked out for a while, but I'm just plain too busy. I was working on a christmas design that was pretty fun ... but i never put it up. Sorry. I actually ended up going out to california for my winter break, and had an awesome time. I got to play in Tahoe twice, had new years in santa cruz with my bestest homies Greg and Lauren (affectionately G Fizzle and Lolo, respectively), saw the family, hit up the porn convention in vegas, and the best part of the whole trip was i got to spend a majority of the time with angelina. I did get to take some pictures, but seeing as im so pressed for time and it's approximately 6am and i haven't slept, im just going to upload them and not make a gallery page. Yet. Maybe later. After i sleep. Anyways they are available here for your viewing pleasure.
I WILL be updating this soon to release my entire life to the world yet again.
< foreshadow >
I've been doing lots of cool stuff.
< /foreshadow >
-Marsh |
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| In Retrospect ... |
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| 06:58pm 17/12/2004 |
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Hiiii!!
Yeah it's been quite some time since my last post. Does that mean that this post will be filled with a whole lot of crap that most people wouldnt want to bore themselves with while they were pooping? No! It will be a full filled novelle-esque adventure of intellect and most importantly, lots and lots of drum and bass. Have a seat.
Ok so the main reason ive been so busy lately is because of school. I bit off quite a bit this term, and in the end i think i did pretty darn well. For example, i tested out of like 3 classes in the NTW (Networking) and NTS (Network Security) classes, with a bit of help from a friend in the food chain in school somewhere. (the only reason i needed his help was because of the stupid questions they make sure you know! For example, a black question mark is accompanied by what color triangle and X button?). So i start the classes. Going well. Then all the people that i knew in the classes drop out because they are either raging intellectuals that don't need school, or just plain slackers (who need the school, but are too caught up in their popularity rating - 1 to 5 stars). Then the class gets really hard. Like whoa damn hard. Some people have a hard time memorizing number systems. I have a hard time remembing subnetting. A really hard time.
Other than school, i haven't been doing a whole lot. Check this out :
So Alex and I were playing video games at my place last week. Well, we were actually studying. We came to my house with the intention of making progress on our finals. I ended up finishing mine before Alex finished his, so i started playing Diablo 2 (nostalgia etc.) On my laptop i have an image of two girls from a popular anime hentai movie called Bible Black. I think they are really pretty. Alex agrees with me. So much that he actually asked if i would show him the anime, just so he could see the pretty girls. I knew of a stream on the internet that showed the series 24/7, so i loaded it up for him, whilst i continue pounding the mouse with my finger in the dungeons of diablo. The next thing i know, my mom walks in. I didnt think it was very smokey in the game room but evidently i was wrong. Billows of smoke out the door, im playing diablo2, porn on my laptop, and my friend watching it with me. What a slacker i seemed to be.
But NO. I did TONS OF HOMEWORK last week.
I just wanted all that to be clear ...
I take care o' my shit.
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| 10:35am 12/10/2004 |
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mood:  productive music: Gecko and Nephtali - Jungletrain.net
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School
Student Government President is as good as mine. I'm really not too stoked on it, since there's no one else running, and there will be a TON of work to do, with little (aka NO) compensation. I understand that being a part of the student government is extra-curriculur and that i shouldn't expect to be compensated ... but i'm getting 3 credits per term through the network security club! Wtf, donkey??
The Weekend
My bday was on tuesday and diana's was over the weekend. The only reason i put both those birthdays together was because i'm just plain too lazy to type two seperate paragraphs. Ansel built (from scratch) and installed a cold air intake on my civic for my bday, and we (angelina and i) went to diana's bday party on saturday. Sound exciting? Sounds as it may, it really wasn't. Rain on your parade? I'm a junglist. Watch out, i'm right behind you</acronym>.
Work
Work is getting frustratingly frantic as a grip of my projects slip into tardy-territory. I say it's not my fault because i've got two bosses droppin tasks on me, without coordinating, resulting in expectations of TWO people (and in case you haven't guessed, i am but one person. strange?)
How now brown cow?
It frustrates me so. |
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| 12:49am 07/10/2004 |
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mood: accomplished music: NOFX - Please play this song on the radio
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Good morning!
So here goes another episode of "what was marcial thinking when he was stoned? I'm sure it was cool, but he can't remember any more!". Thus concludes the episode.
Anyways, back to reality (?)
Long story short i got to experience the sober birthday again for the big 22. I guess it was cool ... nothing like getting smashed with a few of my best friends like the few years past ... but it was still fun. Angelina, myself and a few friends from school went out to play some pool and grab a couple drinks. For some reason i just was not feeling the drinking for some reason. Angelina and i went out to a new applebe's that opened up. It was daaaamn gooood. I wish i was rich enough to eat there on a regular basis cuz i'd do it. Well... i'd buy a lot of weed and eat there three times a day to be exact. But hey, no cash, no weed, no applebes ... school food will have to suffice.
I got to have a drink -- a scooby snack. Ever heard of it? I feel like a noobie to the whole drinking thing. I went to that bar with my buddy flint and he told me to order whatever ... that wasn't something i was ready for. And after having stared at the Appletini's at applebes for a good 45 minutes or so, i was really wondering what they tasted like. Course .. i got laughed at when i ordered it at the bar. Whatever. Fuck those people.
Anyways, i spoke to rachel for a minute today in between classes. It was a pretty typical conversation (i.e. hi how are you -- im fine), until about half way through she asked me "so tell me about your music". And i was actually startled by that question. I guess i just don't hear it enough from people i talk to on a day to day basis. I was pretty much stoked on just the question. I then proceeded to tell her how stale i feel right now .. totally sucks. Whats even stranger (that i didnt tell her) is that i keep coming up with those GREAT two track mega-mini-mixs, and its bugging the fuck out of me! I can't stand it! I think that if i'm going to continue mixing music, i need a third source. cd table, stanton final scratch or third table. Something. I feel like i'm bottlenecking my music and i'm not even practicing that much any more. GGRRRRR.
Oh crap i forgot to mention, it looks like i'll be running for student government president. Who'd'a'thunk huh? I've also started up a couple other hardcore nerd projects .. i'll be hacking some hardware on a tivo box (the cable recording thingy) and making it run software like a normal computer. I'll also be participating in a thing called a wardriving project. Basically 6 teams of 2-3 people will drive around the phoenix valley with the single intention of finding open wireless connections. Our findings will be published in a government funded research project to hook up the south west truck routes with wireless internet connection ... why? i dont know. But it will be much fun. I'm sure there will be a few open connections that will be liberated from their respective owners *smirk*
Er ... nah .. student government president .. i gotta be in good social standing .. hmm ..
This is gonna be tough =)
This is all I can squeeze out of my fingers tonight. More to follow ... |
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| 02:59pm 26/09/2004 |
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mood:  confused
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Just chill out!
Ansel and Gary are so alike .. silly pisces.
And finally, be excellent to each other.
it all just sounds so simple .... |
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| 06:26pm 25/09/2004 |
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im hungry like woah. there is a chinese festival tonight that i'm already late for, but when i get there things are going to be awesome!! so much good foooooods and little lanterns and stuff... anyways ill letcha know how that goes. yar. |
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| 02:03am 20/09/2004 |
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mood: gloomy music: Music for LOUNGE-LOVERS - Rock the Funqui Beet
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*sighs*
another lovely sunday. ansel got a new car today. he picked up an old 240sx for 300 bucks. I guess the engine still runs, but it needs a new transmission, and it was in an accident. but that doesnt phase ansel, he's going to rip the engine, interior and front end off anyways. he says hes going to get a skyline engine (j-spec), and put in a manual (its auto at the moment), and yeah .. its going to be one cool car when he's done with it. mom came over to watch monte and have dinner tonight too... so i was glad to get to see her.
other than that i really don't have much to say .. life's been boring lately. boring lonely hot greasy blah. ive been so unbelievably busy with school it's hard to imagine a life outside of homework. oh, thats right, i dont have a life outside of work. ashley got mad at her boyfriend today and i hope it wasnt because of me ... andrew is a really cool guy, i dont want to start drama. one just can't get away from drama i suppose? lame. i do however want to say one thing before i end this transmission.
poopty peupty pants.
some day, i'll be successfull and rich and stuff. then all this lameness will be worth it.
i miss angelina =( |
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| 12:48pm 12/09/2004 |
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mood: depressed music: Moving Fusion Studio Mix - wWw.BreakBeat.Co.Uk
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So i went to see Ink, Loxy, Storm and Silver on the Phoenix Takeover segment of their little tour. Unfortunatly i didnt get to see ink or loxy, but storm and silver rocked it. There was also someone i'd never heard of - hazen. Really really good. I had a great time until about half way through hazen's set (around 1am) when half of the gigantic soundsystem cut out -- but only on one channel. Totally ruined my night. It's strange how drum'n'bass just puts me in this zone. And if i'm unable to concentrate my entire being into enjoying the moment, things turn to shit. So when the sound cut out, i was pissed. And it seemed that right then - the very instant of the technical difficulty, every stupid little kid in the warehouse started rolling. There were many kids absolutely trashed out of their mind, and it seemed every single one of them had a little girlfriend to share their moments with. Talk about being bitter. I can't even appreciate someone else's happyness. I hope they choke on a pill one day. DRUGS ARE STUPID.
eh ... back to the music. I don't know who it was that played before hazen, but he brought it tough. He played an entire cdj set, which makes me think he was someone important, but he wasn't ink, he wasn't loxy, and he definately wasn't storm or silver. He brought out this track that was straight up metal-jungle. Every emotion that has anything to do with headbanging, grooving, or just plain wilin out was embodied in this sound that absolutely destroyed. Hazen followed that set up with a great blend of hard dancefloor tracks, definately more my style, so that was a good time. Storm, getting all the dope dubplates from the metalheadz brought it rough, as always .. and silver just rocked it as well. Too bad he had to play so late.. by 4.30am i was ready to crash in my bed.
in the second room, this great dj played a bunch of old penny black tunes that i'd forgotten about. i wish jeremy was there ... he would have loved it. i know that i know all of the tracks he played, but i don't know any of their names. it's so strange hearing the same old tracks on a big system. i have this love for drum'n'bass that i don't think many can compare to (yes, jeremy, yes, greg =) and i feel like every time i listen to jungle on a system without the uber-bump, it's like playing a game in the day time, living in tahoe and never going to the beach, or ... living out your life because you have to, not because you want to. what am i missing i wonder ....
so many emotions last night. i don't get to go out that often, so i was very excited to see the metalheadz of all junglists in the world, but something (someone?) was missing. i miss so many people, i don't feel complete any more ..
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| 11:18am 09/09/2004 |
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mood: uncomfortable music: C LO - Goodmornin baaaaabeeeyyyyyy
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PICTURES FROM TAHOE
Whenever anyone says "sheesh .. it's just tahoe", i think they are saying a lot more than they mean. I really didnt know the difference when i lived there because i guess i was just used to "the way tahoe is". But now i see that when people say "that thing about tahoe", i think of the way tahoe just calms you down. Not that it's necessarily a good thing, either. Its like taking a chill pill when you are stoned. Or a caffeine pill when you are sped out. I value my experience in tahoe greatly, but honestly i really hate that i've felt this. I've always had a love for tahoe. It was my home. But now it feels like just another place, and i really didnt want that to happen.
Anyways, ive got a new friend. His name is Jake and he's blind. What a trip that must be ... He was born 100% fully blacked out blind. And the funny part is that he claims to be able to kick my ass at mortal kombat. Well i proved him wrong, but what kind of exclamation is that? "I kicked your ass, blind guy!!" Humm .. ill have to work on that one. Although he could beat my friend flint at mortal kombat. He says that he's memorized the sounds each character makes whenever they do anything. It's facinating watching this guy. He can use computers, play video games, use cell phones, and play cards all by sounds and braille. He'd never heard jungle or scratching before, so i showed him a little bit of my stuff. He was absolutely fascinated that a record can sound so ... so .... so cool! Ill make a junglist out of him yet ....
I've also got some plans for the weekend finally. I get to go see the Metalheads Phoenix Takeover. Awesome!! Ink, Loxy and Storm will be bringin rough. |
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| 06:24pm 02/09/2004 |
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| 06:50pm 21/08/2004 |
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whew!
so im in caliornia! woo doggy. alisha and i made it pretty darn well. anyways, it seems that california, for as long as it is meant to exist, will always be the same. thats just the way things are. santa cruz has never changed, and though we have not yet made it tahoe, im sure it as well is the exact same as when i left. i suppose that makes it pretty comforting, knowing that i can always go home to tahoe ... and pretend i never left.
anyways, i guess the radio show that g fizzle and spencer put on was cancelled. or... at least spencer screwed up enough to the point where he was not allowed to have any more guests on the show. doesnt that suck? well it's cool ... i'd rather be able to see the people im playing for anyways.
i dont really have that much else to say ... going to a rave tonight ... athena got me on "the list" so i am thankfull.
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| 09:37pm 15/08/2004 |
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I feel so overwhelmed with this place. 2004 has brought so much adversion and negativity into my life (yeah, i was open to it, i must admit), and it took quite a bit to get me to think otherwise. had a talk with a friend ... that made things seem .. i dunno ... good. i mean, i know i've had it *cake* for the last 8 months, but my heart was just not around to be found. i think i've figured out that arizona really is a good thing, no matter how much i dont understand unreal scripting, or why i have to take XHTML 1st year or Networking Basics ....
just shut up. deal with it. things are getting better. you know it.
yeah, i do know it. i found my box of winter gear the other day ... i started wearing my bro-brah beenie around because i missed it so much. california people are funny like that ... they gat attatched to clothing. well, i guess technically girls do it too but it seems *all* california people get attatched to that one hoody or beenie or pair of baggy pants.
other than that, im going to learn to breakdance ... finally. i guess i figured i'd joked at it long enough, might as well try something i can practice indoors in this sweltering city. no wonder they called it "Phoenix". Rise from the ashes. That means there was fire. Well its so bloody hot there might as well be a fire.
A fire under my ass, perhaps? |
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| 11:35pm 07/08/2004 |
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Man... this unreal mod is ending up a lot harder than i thought. But then again what did i expect? I spent a couple hours today staring at some code in a file called "projectilefire" to try to get the projectiles that are fired out of my shotgun to move faster.. to appear like a regular shotgun instead of a flak cannon. turns out i needed to use the attribute "Speed" in the file "projectile". durrr!!
anyways ... started working for yan again so that will be cool. monte is going on this huge kissing-kick. it's already started .. i thought he'd wait for sure until he was at least 5 or 6 ... but sheesh ... 1.5 ? silly boy. he's gonna break some hearts =)
i got doom 3 the other day .. thats the most likely reason i havent kept up with the journal. but then i realize that the real reason is that im just too busy to play even that. i did, however get about 2 hours in last night, and have decided that there is no way in hell i can play that game without someone to act tough in front of for the reason that ... well .. quite blatantly, that game scares the fluffy duff outta me.
anyways thats about it .. im gonna load up doom 3 and walk a couple steps till i decide i really can't handle it, and go to sleep. |
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